How A Smile Can Feel Good

When I woke up this morning I looked at myself in the mirror.  Using I will look at my face and sigh.  "Another day in a life of Paul Celano" I would think.  But this time something changed.  I had wrote before how I was going to change the way I thought this year.  For the most part, it has been working about 90% of the time which is a hell of a lot better than last year.  So when I looked into the mirror this time, I sighed and then I smiled.  I actually smiled.  It has been awhile since I had such a sincere smile.  It was all due to recent events in my life.  Some of the events will keep going and some may not happen.  But the fact of the matter is that at the time, I feel; good.  This is what I wanted in life.  I wanted to at least feel good.  I spend my days doing every creative thing possible.  Like drawing, writing, editing, videos, etc.  This is to keep my mind going and not thinking so much about other things.  Usually when I just sit around, I feel upset.  But recently when I sit around, I feel good.  It is nice to feel the way I use to.  Thank you world for giving me another chance.